Self-motivated

There are many moments in my life in which i ask myself - is this a right way? is it my destination? I tried many times to reply myself to these questions but to be honest i think it is not so easy to do.  I have impression that i did find my life-path and that my decision was right. There is one thing that really helps me to always look to the bright side of my life - self-motivation. Last years i have proved to many people and what is the most important i proved it to myself that IMPOSSIBLE is only in our mind and we do decide if it is really impossible or not. Few years ago i was totally different but because of my parents who helped me to improve myself i have change my point of view. Few years ago i did not want to self develop, i wanted just to live the simplest life i could, now... i am afraid that i will not have enough time to do what i would like to do. Today i talked with one chinese person who told me that he would like to go abroad to work. I asked him if he is doing something to make it happen. He replied - no. I asked him why? your dream is to go abroad so do it, nowadays everything is possible, it depends only on you. He said that he needs a lot of money to do it. Personally i do not think so. There are many ways how to start without spending a lot of money.

I really think that the problem with my chinese friend and with many other people which i have already met is that they are not self motivated enough. They are afraid of unknown. They are afraid that they will not succeed. But for me it would be worse if i would not try to risk. Life is too short not to risk. At my work i meet and talk with many successful business people from many countries. All of them were not afraid of trying. They did not succeed in the beginning, but it did not stop them. Creativity, ideas, motivation, willingness to risk  made them successful.

You know why i think that i have found my life-path?  Smile on my face every single day. I really would like to share this self-motivation with others. It is a great feeling, please do it for you and enjoy your life, dont let other stop you from realizing your own dreams.

my typical day in China

I will share with you how my typical days looks when i work afternoon shift (15.30-24.00)
1. I wake up at 9, sometimes at 8.30 (because in China, EVERYDAY a specific army car is driving through the main street and their fire from the gun to the air)- i already got used to.
2. I read some news about Poland and the world (terrible, terrible, terrible)
3. I go to the gym (you can imagine, gym is opened from 10 am!! and when i  go there at this hour, i am completely ALONE!! whole gym only for me :D)
4. I go all the time to the same restaurant to order the food after the gym and take it home. They already know me so it is a little bit easier than in other restaurants but still sometimes i need to say: ji rou(chicken), qie yixia (cut it please), dai zou(takeaway). I am there very often, but still there are some people who are STARING at me, taking photos or just gossiping about me( i hear all the time word Wai guo ren- foreigner, litteraly it means person from outside)
5. I go to home (still people are looking at me)
6. I go to work and it is bit better, still people look at me but i already got used to.

For me as a European this is very very strange. Nobody is looking at you so much, here it is quite normal.

I am so excited that i am going home for Christmas,  hope to see many of you soon!

night show in the bar

what a fog?